Oh my god, I'd never actually watched the entire episode of Chandler proposing to Monica. I'd seen the very end, with the candles and the proposal, but not the rest with the Richard and the doubting. I cried. And I'm not even at a crying place right now.
I wish I wasn't thinking so much about marriage and love and relationships, but strangely enough...sitcoms will do that to you. Not to mention the English paper I'm writing and friends with relationship issues...and it's all just right there. And I'm not. The idea of marriage scares the hell out of me, but I think it's still there...in the future.
I need to do something now. Maybe sleep is the best place for my thoughts. Maybe I'll have pleasant dreams.