Oh my god I know, my friends and I were just like, no no no no...etc. It's neat (I taped it) we watched the opening again and that scene with Meredith crying and Shepard standing with her has her hand sticking out like they edited out the operating table or something, and all her talking about dying, very very freaky. We have no clue how we're going to make it til next week.

In my heart of hearts, I am a hopeless romantic, and the whole preview with Christina telling Derek about Meredith and her impending doom, and all events following are going to find me just like you described, an uncontrollable blob of emotion. Catastrophe bringing people together is the stuff of greatness, especially for Meredith and McDreamy. gahhhhhhhhh, Sunday is faaaaaaaar.

So, I know we'd murder each other if we had to live together and I know we were laughably mismatched as travel buddies (at least, when it's just us two), but: Wanna make movies with me? Or television? Or, good commercials...? I've been thinking about what I love, what I'm continuously passionate about, and movies, tv and print ads are right up there, and have been since I decided they were worth noticing. (I was a late film/tv bloomer,as I was addicted to books and was not a kid you could park in front of a movie and leave there.) Just... wanna do something together? Or: If you get big and need help, even like a bitch assistant, I could do that. I think we make a good professional team. Or... you could tell me to fuck off. What am I ACTUALLY good at? I'm not sure.

You'll have me! I think we should seriously think about this. I mean, I'll graduate before you, right, so I can get a jump-start doing something... and then when you're done, you can jump out there and you'll actually have expertise and training in the field and, using that, perchance we can finagle... something. What do we want to do? Make low-budget, smart movies? Or just work, doing absolutely whatever, on good movies with famous people? Or start out being the bitches and work our way up? I'm in no hurry to get "to the top".