In other news...today was okay.
All-day field trip went well. Carl said we have a lot to go off of to make a solid script. And I had a truly kick-ass scene with Ross. I won and argument and helped to shape one of the characters into something compelling, instead of a ditz. Go me.
Crew was fine. We were writing in and creating light cues. I helped out a lot because Eric hasn't had time to see rehearsals. Made me feel all important and stuff. Also had a few laughs. Hung around for about an hour after crew, then had to leave.
Had a doctor's appointment tonight. Blarg. Talked about college a lot. And mommy and daddy's much failed marriage. As usual. God, I wish I could talk about something else...it just makes me cry a lot. Boo.
And I'm still pretty stressed out...though the chocolate helped BIG TIME. I'm significantly more relaxed now than I was a bit ago. So the thing to do now is accept that I'm going to be up late, but on a good CD (I've been in a major Sarah McLachlan mood lately..."Mirrorball" is an awesome CD) and work my ass off until it's all done.
Things I absolutely must finish tonight or I'm screwed:
- Nothing. Because seriously? Nothing is that important. It's SCHOOL dammit...I'm not going to flunk out because I turned in a paper a day late.
Things I really should finish tonight:
- AFP Diaries. Almost there...two more articles to go.
- Dance paper. Erg. I'm almost done?
Things I should do tonight, though they may be pushed to tomorrow if I run very short on time:
- English Satire
- English reading
- Dance presentation/poster
I just need to remember to take deep breaths and relax. All will be good, well and fine.