post office went well this morning. once i get money again [ha, that will most likely never happen], i'll pay my sister back.
got to meeting on time. no makeup cus i never came home after the post office, but fuck it. i don't care if i look shiny, or if my skin tone is uneven. i got to talk to the freshmen. i had to explain stunts, and because zach wasn't at the meeting, i'm second in line. made me feel kinda cool.
got info on my fall play meetings. tomorrow from noon to 3:30, thursday from noon to 4:15. it doesn't really conflict with anything, but i'm watching my nephew thursday morning, and i was going to make it a whole day thing [or at least until 4:30 when i had the next freshman info meeting]. now i'll have to 'return' him [for lack of a better word] around 11:45, so i can go to about 5 and a half straight hours of meeting. shit. i love theatre, and i love being part of all of this, but 3 and a half hours wednesday, 5 and a half thursday, and another 3 on friday? fuck.
so much stress. so much busyness. today, the frosh info meeting lasted 45 minutes, then, i got to do my first assistant directing duties by calling people to tell them about the fall play meetings. then, nikki, candace and i went to lunch with steph. mmm...potbelly. really long line. like *really*. it was wrapping around everywhere, but we stayed cus they have such good sandwiches.
nik and candace didn't have a car, so i had to take them back to school from 1:30 until 3 so they could go to arena and change their schedules. i didn't mind much cus they were doing mega-blacktopping work on my street today, so i was avoiding it anyway. dropped them and carly home after, and arrived back here about 3:30.
now, i have to clean part of my room to make room for a full sized bed. my cousin just recently bought the full-sized box spring and mattress, but had a queen sized bed frame. so instead of buying a new bed frame, they are buying a new bed. *shrugs* i don't get it either, but i'm getting a bigger bed so i'm not complaining.
i really don't want to clean though. i'm not even in the mood to use the shift key, how can i coherently organize things? blah
my tummy feels weird. not really hurt, a little swishy, i guess. i don't know if i should try to eat or drink something.
i'm also really tired. i want to nap for 12 hours, then check my email and sleep for another 16 hours. unfortunately, i'm supposed to be going to the movies tonight with steph. i haven't seen her like all summer, so i want to, but i'm so not in the mood. maybe i won't go.
god, i need energy right now. i feel like a blob. and worse off, i'm an emotionally imbalanced blob. not good. i'm in a state right now, where just about anything will set me off to tears. i was reading my sisters journal and cried cus she was talking about how much stress em was under with the wedding saturday. don't know why it made me cry, but it did.
i should go...do...something. i guess clean my room. but i feel like if i start, i'm going to get really aggravated and end up throwing something and breaking it.