All day staring at the ceiling, making friends with shadows on the wall

I was really proud that I only bought one of three CDs that I wanted.

...I think Mama still thinks it was a waste of money.

I need my own income. And my own house. And to be completely disconnected from her.

Hold on,
Feeling like I'm heading for a break down
And I don't know why.

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell...