Gail (gailmarie) wrote,

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I'm Broken

If you notice, my last entry last night was a around 10:45. I was going to bed early because I figured I should get into that habit, and I was slightly tired.

I am in bed by 10:55. I had put on some CDs (Goo Goo Dolls - Dizzy Up the Girl, Matchbox 20 - Yourself or Someone Like You, and NSYNC - Celebrity). They start to play and I start to relax. I can't sleep. 11:05...11:11...11:32...the times are going by, slowly. I move around, trying to get comfortable. The CD changes. MB20, I can always relax to this. Surely it will put me to sleep. I hear every song on the CD. It changes a little after midnight. I still can't sleep, but I'm definitely getting tired. The effort itself has probably worn me out. I hear "Pop", "Celebrity", "Girlfriend", "The Two of Us" and "Gone". After that, it's a little fuzzy, so the way I figure it, I fell asleep around 12:30.

It took me an hour an a half. And I still slept until 10:30. I can't wake up early, nor can I go to bed early.

Can you help me I'm bent, I'm so scared that I'll never, get put back together, keep breaking me in, and this is how we will live, with you and me bent...

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