I wrote Candace a (sucky) car letter. Meh, I had more important things to do. But I have to go out tomorrow and buy her a coloring book.
Then I talked to Carly. Theme of the conversation: Junior year.
"I think that people were changing so much, but were too busy to notice. So now we have to find ourselves and our friends and it's like picking up all the pieces again. This summer has been more exhausting than most of the year." - Me
But we are trying. We are all trying to get better.
So I wrote Allie her letter too. Technically it's 19 pages. However, only 3 (front and back, handwritten) was me writing. Then I took the conversation I had with Carly and put it in there. And I meant to only print a couple journal entries, but didn't hit the "print selection" so she's getting a lot of pages of journal.
AND IF MY FUCKING CABLE MODEM DOESN'T STOP DISCONNECTING, I SWEAR I WILL THROW IT OUT MY NON-EXISTENT WINDOW!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!!
So yeah. Between the journal and Carly's conversation, that was a lot of pages. Her last letter was too. She's just so popular! She's going to have a ton of mail. Mine, of course, will be the best. If for no reason other than that I've been changing and thinking and feeling and growing so much, that I need to tell her all of this. Because I must. That's what best friends are for. To know everything.
But now, it's late. And I'm tired. And I was up this late last night too, and didn't get a lot of sleep. And the world is against me and I should complain about it a little more. *rolls eyes*
So yes. Me to bed. Night!!