I feel the need to be the demon, a demon cannot be hurt

This post is to merely say that I still want to go on a road trip to see Guster and John Mayer.

However, I have not seen or spoken to my mother in the past day.

As I said, we communicate through notes and email. It's a lot less confrontational. Yesterday would not have been a good mommy day. But it didn't matter because I didn't see her at all.