June 8th, 2003

Candle in the Wind

Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter

Two part post...

Part One: Today's Events

I took a little nap after coming back from Mulder's sucky party and before Zoe picked me up for Jessie's semi-boring party.

I had talked to Charlie earlier, and since it is his birthday, I suggested a birthday dinner. He picked Cheesecake Factory and said he had a family friend's graduation party at 4, so I said we could do an 8 or 8:30 dinner.

Zoe and I bailed on Jessie's party at 7 and came back here to organize dinner. We put in The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood at 7:45, knowing that we would only have a half-hour or so to watch.

And Caitlin called me. And Carly called me. And Patty IMed me. And Candace called me. To find out what was going on.

And Charlie was no where to be found.

He FINALLY got home at 9:40 (at which point Zoe and I are uber hungry) and he says that he isn't that hungry. Well fuck that, we're going anyway!

So we round up everyone and get a group of 9 people (John, Pat, Candace, Lizzie, Zack, Zoe, Charlie, Carly and Me) to go to dinner at 10pm. It rocked.

After, Amanda met up with us and we went to the track at the high school because there's a Relay For Life thing going on from 5pm to 7am, and we have friends on a couple of the teams. So at midnight we showed up to support mainly Allie and Nikki. We hung out in the grass, in the dark, for 2 hours. Go us.

Just got home. Tired...but not too tired.

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*sigh* Someday my prince will come. And until then, I'll go cry myself to sleep or stab my eyes out. Whichever will hurt less. I'm thinking the stabbing...
  • Current Music
    I Hope You Dance - LeeAnn Womack (in head)

You're a good girl and that's what makes me trust you

I went to escape thoughts that ended up coming back IMMEDIATELY when I woke up.

*beat head against wall here*

Fuck me...it's going to be a long day.


In other news, it feels like Monday, but it's only Sunday. And that's my fun day. Not that it matters because all days feel the same.
  • Current Music
    Like I Love You - Justin Timberlake (in head)
Alanis - Unsexy

Don't it feel like the wind is always howling? Don't it seem like there's never any light?

It's Semi-Annual Bra Sale time at Victoria's Secret and I am still in desperate need of new bras. The ones that I have don't fit well, so I've just been wearing shelf bra tanks for the past SEVERAL months, and those aren't that peachy either. Frankly, it makes me skankish. I don't mind, because I love them...but at the same time. I need bras.

But I'm broke.


Another graduation party to day. This time for my Car-baby. Love her dearly. 'Twas an okay party. Lots of people that I'm not friends with, but a handful that I am...so it was all good.

And now I'm tired. So I'm about to take my second nap of the day, although I think I smell dinner being done. *sigh* It's a hard life that I lead.
  • Current Music
    It's a Hard Knock Life - Annie (in head)