December 11th, 2002


What you thought was real in life, will somehow steer you wrong much with the good.

I'm home sort of early. And yet really late at the same time. STUNTS today ended at 7, but I had an 8pm appointment with Doctor Lady #2, so essentially, this is my first time home.

STUNTS was sort of a train wreck today...mostly sound issues. And we open tomorrow. Greeeeeaaaat. I have confidence that things will go alright though.

So yeah, tomorrow's opening night. Eep! I would get to go home after school and come back for the 6:00 call, except that I decided I'd go to AWARE instead. So I'll probably end up staying through.

Must remember to wear all black tomorrow. And bring my formal dress to wear at night. It's super-dress-up night for the board tomorrow. Whee! Homecoming dress!!!

Have APES homework due on Monday, and a little English due Friday. I won't have time to do most of it tomorrow, but then again...I'm really tired now.

Might just shower and sleep. Mmm...sleep.

Countdown to Winter Break: 7 school days
  • Current Music
    The Road I'm On - 3 Doors Down (in head)

I want to run through the halls of my high school...

...oh wait. I already do that. [Running up and down L-hall is a personal favorite. It always makes me feel rushed for something important.]

So today Caitlin did a Tarot reading on me (for $4...damn school chest!!). It was surprisingly accurate and stuff.

Basically...something good is going to happen, but I have to not push or pursue it. I need to wait for it to happen naturally. [Damn...I hate waiting! And I can't do anything to expedite! But it's good!]

Also, I'm being effected my something in my past. [Yes. Surprisingly dead on, because recently...just yes. It was that photo album.]

There is tension at home, and lots of worrying about money. [Hey! Welcome to college discussions.]

Yeah, that was it. Hmm...

Edit: I lied...there were two more things that fit perfectly into my life.

1) There was a card that basically said I'm a whore. Something about deceit... [I'm a horrible person, but dammit...I don't really care anymore.]

2) There was a card that said I'm hard to get close to because I have a defense mechanism that doesn't allow me to let people get to know me. [Ha...yeah. I could've told you that!]

Oh, and Allie got into Dartmouth early decision. She found out today. YAY!!!!
  • Current Music
    No Such Thing - John Mayer (in head)