November 19th, 2002


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I had a sex dream about Justin Timberlake. Like...we had sex. And it was only because JC turned me down and Justin is a horny little bastard.

And it took place at crew. In the auditorium. In front of everyone on a folding table.

Sometimes my mind is a scary place.
  • Current Mood
    naughty naughty

Keep your distance from me, don't pay no attention to me


I bought More Than You Think You Are and of course I love it. (Of course, I'm only on the second song, but pfft! It's fabulous!!!)

And I was really good and did not buy Justified nor did I pick up the new 3 Doors Down album which I want REALLY BADLY!

*sigh* When did I grow up enough to start being practical about what I buy???

School was fine. I suppose nothing horrible happened, or it would have stood out. And I found my Nalgene, which I thought I lost. Woo! It was in the Studio.

ROBBIE!!! So beautiful. So. Beautiful. much love for this album.

But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home.

  • Current Music
    Disease followed by Bright Lights - guess... ;-)

From what I see, you're just one more hand-me-down

Secret Turkey stuff...

Okay, so I have most of the things I'm going to get/got her.

Monday: Candy
Tuesday: Bumblebee Hello Kitty
Wednesday: Sugar Cookies (with sprinkles!!) - I'm baking these soon
Thursday: Soft little doggie thing. So cute.
Friday, Monday, Tuesday: Uh...?

I'm thinking about burning a CD, but I don't know what songs she likes. Maybe flowers one day. Love getting flowers! And I was hoping to find one of those paint-able picture frames from Michael's and well...painting it. But alas, I didn't find them in Vernon Hills. I might have to scavenge the local Michael's and other hobby stores.

Any better suggestions from the peanut gallery???
  • Current Music
    Hand Me Down - Matchbox Twenty. Love. So much love!!!!

All day staring at the ceiling, making friends with shadows on the wall

I was really proud that I only bought one of three CDs that I wanted.

...I think Mama still thinks it was a waste of money.

I need my own income. And my own house. And to be completely disconnected from her.

Hold on,
Feeling like I'm heading for a break down
And I don't know why.

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell...
  • Current Music
    Unwell - Matchbox Twenty