July 21st, 2002


Hold her, tell her everything's gonna be fine

Again, the proximity of my posts is discerning.

I should get more sleep...or something.

Also, I was considering taking the kid to see The Powerpuff Girls Movie today. But the shows are at 12:30 or 1:25. I was hoping to go after the parents and Ci left, but they aren't getting out of here today until 3.

Eh. Maybe I'll take her anyway. I wanted to drag someone with us. Candace or something. She hasn't been on AIM yet though, so I think she's still asleep.

Oh, and Nikki's Collapse )

Yeah. So she's on my nerves. But whatever. My spirits are still lifted.

And I'm hungry
  • Current Music
    Sing - Travis

Take time with a wounded hand cause it likes to heal


The day has been long. And getting longer.

I woke up around 10:30. Fairly early. Played Nintendo with Cici and Zoe for a bit, then showered at noon-ish, while the family went to lunch.

I was talking to Lewis, and he and his girlfriend from New York (Dorothy) came over to play Settlers of Catan. So I invited Jason along too, and Candace came a bit later.

We played Settlers, then switched to Nintendo and played Mario Party 3. After, Lewis and Dorothy left to have dinner with his parents. Jason stuck around a bit longer, but not too much. He had a concert to go to tonight.

So Candace, Zoe and I went to Toys R Us so I could finally buy the 20th Anniversary edition Trivial Pursuit. $40 well spend, in my mind. She and I played a quick game (I won) and she left at 7 to see another Summer Theatre show.

So I'm stuck here with Zoe, and everyone is busy tonight. Not only that, but I have to go to Ci's at 9 so Zoe can get to bed in her own room (since she has camp tomorrow).

This means 4 hours of me alone at Cici's. Eww. Then, when my parents drop her off at 1am-ish, I get to go home with them and leave my car for her to use while her's is getting fixed.

So tomorrow I have no car. And tonight I have no friends.

  • Current Music
    Creep - Stone Temple Pilots

I want to be the only one for miles and miles. Except for maybe you and your simple smile

I'm about three steps from a boredom-induced coma.

I'm at Cici's apartment. On her computer, of course. Unfortunately it's sucky AOL dial-up.

I could make new icons, but I have no ideas. I might plot a massive overhaul. Or rather, just delete a lot. I've basically been using my 3 new Britney ones a lot, and not so much of the others. Perhaps I won't use all 15 spots for a while and see how it goes. [Edit: I'm at 9. Might delete a few more...]

I'm also just talking into oblivion. Perhaps I'll end up with a text version of Hamlet.

And dammit! I thought I was listening to a Dixie Chicks CD. It's a mix. Bah. Now I need to ravish Cici's CDs some more.

For the record, my mood is not good.
  • Current Music
    Cowboy Take Me Away - Dixie Chicks
Alanis - Unsexy

Dreaming of the arms that held me tight

I've been too long in the wind. Too long in the rain. Taking any comfort that I can. Looking back and longing for the freedom of my chains and lying in your loving arms again.

If you could hear me now. Singing somewhere through the lonely night. Dreaming of the arms that held me tight. If you could only hear me now.

Love this song.

Still feeling shitty.

2 more hours until I can go home.

Fuck it.
  • Current Music
    Loving Arms - Dixie Chicks