Am feeling significantly better.
Funny how that happens.
I'm so in an old-Alanis mood today. Dixie Chicks too. I just downloaded a bunch of DC songs.
(Okay. If I was on Audiogalaxy, it would have been a bunch. In reality it was about 6.)
The day has been long. And getting longer.
I woke up around 10:30. Fairly early. Played Nintendo with Cici and Zoe for a bit, then showered at noon-ish, while the family went to lunch.
I was talking to Lewis, and he and his girlfriend from New York (Dorothy) came over to play Settlers of Catan. So I invited Jason along too, and Candace came a bit later.
We played Settlers, then switched to Nintendo and played Mario Party 3. After, Lewis and Dorothy left to have dinner with his parents. Jason stuck around a bit longer, but not too much. He had a concert to go to tonight.
So Candace, Zoe and I went to Toys R Us so I could finally buy the 20th Anniversary edition Trivial Pursuit. $40 well spend, in my mind. She and I played a quick game (I won) and she left at 7 to see another Summer Theatre show.
So I'm stuck here with Zoe, and everyone is busy tonight. Not only that, but I have to go to Ci's at 9 so Zoe can get to bed in her own room (since she has camp tomorrow).
This means 4 hours of me alone at Cici's. Eww. Then, when my parents drop her off at 1am-ish, I get to go home with them and leave my car for her to use while her's is getting fixed.
So tomorrow I have no car. And tonight I have no friends.
I've been too long in the wind. Too long in the rain. Taking any comfort that I can. Looking back and longing for the freedom of my chains and lying in your loving arms again.
If you could hear me now. Singing somewhere through the lonely night. Dreaming of the arms that held me tight. If you could only hear me now.
Love this song.
Still feeling shitty.
2 more hours until I can go home.