June 3rd, 2002

Alanis - Unsexy

And all I need's a starting place, and nothing ever seemed so hard


Headache. Big one.

Sunburn hurts like a bitch...still.

Muscles are less tense than yesterday, but standing up and sitting down are a bit rough.

Want a nap.

Have lots of work to do. Important stuff to do today: History Paper!!!, French project, and type up the STUNTS Board Agenda. Everything else can be put off.

Yes. Need to get cracking on that.
  • Current Music
    Whatever I Fear - Toad the Wet Sprocket

Sleep with one eye open, gripping your pillow tight


Getting very restless. Very quickly. And I'm only halfway done with my history project. And I'm completely bombing it. It's a horrible paper, I'm pretty sure it's off topic, I can't think of anything to write for another whole page (single spaced), and my visual is crap because I can't draw and he has this thing where he hates non-handdrawn things. I can't fucking draw James Dean.

This project severely sucks.

And I'm starting to feel sick, because project like this under a time crunch make me feel claustrophobic, and the walls closing in on me makes me physically sick.

I don't know why, my mind is just fucked like that.

Fuuuuuuuuuuck. This sucks so much.
  • Current Music
    Enter Sandman - Metalica

(no subject)


I finished the History paper. It's truly a piece of shit. I'm hoping other people do poorly so that mine might look better. >;)

I'm evil. Who cares?

I'm also really nauseous. I thought it was that whole "walls closing in" thing, but I'm thinking no. This is SO the WRONG time to be getting sick. I have school the rest of this week, then finals. I can't handle being sick now.

I need a shower. And I'm still in pain. Stupid sunburn. Why won't you go awaaaaaaaay?
  • Current Music
    Nothing. I live in silence.