May 22nd, 2002

...dreamers

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Fuck this shit!

I just had ANOTHER entry eaten.

Journal is being a bitch today.

It was a long one too.

I'm sorry, but now you don't get to know about yearbooks, me losing my Senior shirt, Senior's last day, my scheduling issues, me still avoiding stuff, me being generally upset with today, me doing my English homework.

Feh. You probably don't care anyway.

I'm going to bed now. Today must be ended.
  • Current Music
    Not Enough - 3 Doors Down
Baby you're a big star now

I'm so tired, but I can't sleep. Standin' on the edge of something much too deep

I can't sleep.

I have just been laying in bed for a little under an hour. Just laying there; thinking.

Haven't come to any conclusions.


I Will Remember You
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard


But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light


And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories
  • Current Music
    I Will Remember You - Sarah McLachlan
...dreamers

Please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now*

Okay.

So I spent about 45 minutes talking to Amanda about schedules. She was pretty upset because hers was just as fucked as most of ours. And by "ours", I mean the people who decided to take too many arts classes, with a gratuitous sprinkling of difficult solids.

I figured out a semi-potential solution.

It involves dropping AP English to level 2, and going behind Gasper to take Multi-variable instead of AP Stats. But then it might all work!

Must talk to counselor. Must make work.

*As a side note: Rob Thomas is a fucking genius.
  • Current Music
    Kody (acoustic) - Matchbox 20
...dreamers

And although my eyes were open, they might just as well been closed

Gail: [is tired]
Gail: [has work to do]
Gail: [needs a shower]
Gail: Meh.

Choral Awards concert went well. So much Senior goodbye-age. Lots of tears and hugging and all that fun stuff.

Afterward, I hung out in the Auditorium with JC, Steph, Bridgette, Jenny and Eric. Then Eric so kindly mentioned: "You're the only one who has to be back here tomorrow."

Bleh. I want to graduate.

Maybe I'll put off History for the morning and just try to study Calculus. I have my final tomorrow. Very illegal. Very good though, because two weeks of doing jack would cause me to forget *everything*. And I'm already pretty shaky.

My kitty is in a shoe box that is much too small for her. She's so cute!

I should shower. Then study. Then bed.


Is it bad when days start to run together?
  • Current Music
    A Whiter Shade of Pale - Cream