May 14th, 2002


Damn a girl can't ever hurt you enough

Just drained my cell phone battery after a 1 hour 48 minute and 44 second call with Allie.

It was fun.

Decided that this weekend I wouldn't go to Jamboree (no Dashboard Confessional or Strokes for me. I was looking forward to Billy Corgan's band too. Oh well.)

Instead, I'll probably go to Fayanne's house thing Friday night (assuming she'll be there), because the State Track meet is at Eastern's track in Charleston.

Then Saturday, I'll join Allie and Nikki and some other track people to watch the meet, and come back Saturday afternoon.

At 7pm on Saturday, we (a group of about 20) are meeting for dinner and glow-in-the-dark indoor mini golf.

Then we will be sleeping over at Nikki's.

Sunday is Katie's bridal shower. I have to be there, cause, ya know, being a future sister-in-law, I'm one of the people throwing it. It's mostly Cici's project though. I've done jack.

Ah yes. Planning is good.

Tomorrow I'm going to talk to Gasper about taking Multi-variable Calculus next year instead of AP Statistics. I really don't want to take Stats at all.

Wednesday is AWARE and Theatre Night. Yay! More on that later, I should really get to bed.

Sleeping at 9:30 what? Best laid plans...
  • Current Music
    American Girls - Weezer

Your fingers string me like a pearl

Another update whereas I am a completely selfish bitch.

Basically, I had a bad day. And now I will complain. So there.

First, I don't know why, but I was feeling kinda bleh as it was. I don't, never mind.

Topping my list of things I don't want to talk about:
Summer Job

Well, today during English I got a note saying that I need to come into the CCRC (College and Career Resource Center) to talk to Mrs. Kravets. This woman is like...the best college planner in the NATION. She's president of some association and is an expert. And sources say that the first time you meet her, she's a total bitch. I'm going to go see her in the morning. Probably wants me to set up an appointment with me and my parents. See, now I've been avoiding the college discussion like the plague. Bleh.

I'm a rather empathetic person, and my emotions can sometimes take direct effect from those around me. It didn't help that my English, History and Theatre teachers all seemed to be a bit eh today.

And I almost fell asleep in Calculus. Didn't talk to Gasper about Multi-variable, I just wasn't in the mood. I'll do it Thursday.

So now I'm home, crabby, and wanting a nap really REALLY bad. Sleep away my troubled mind? Sounds damn good.

I can't wait until summer. I can't wait until tomorrow. It will be better than today. It has to be.

Oh, and I have to call my sister Fayanne to ask if she'll be at her house on Friday, and if I can sleep there for the night. I suppose I should actually ask Mama if it would be okay if I went to that meet. Eh, whatever.
  • Current Music
    Not Your Girl - Bree Sharp

The moon is pulling at me, the moon is pulling at you


Just woke up from a nap.

It was obviously much needed.

When I woke up it took me a REALLY LONG TIME to figure out where I was, what time it was and especially what day it was. I was really confused to be in actual clothes, because apparently I thought I had slept for the night.

But yes.

Defintely needed that.

Ever notice how my cure for being bitchy is to sleep? Like that helps a lot? I guess I'm just too lazy to deal with bad moods, I have to sleep through them.

  • Current Music
    Walk Away - Bree Sharp (I love this song)

If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says, when she says she loves me

As I started to clear my bed of all the homework and school clutter. And I pushed aside the excess pillows and straightened the blankets. As I turned off the flashing Christmas light and prepared to shut the door, put out the lights and settle in for the night...

I realized that I napped earlier and am not all that tired yet.

I'm thinking that (crazy as it is) I'm going to read ahead in my English book. Tomorrow is going to be busy, so I want to make sure I have enough time for homework.

Agenda for tomorrow:
-Talk to Mrs. Kravets in the CCRC
-Finish French homework sometime before class
-Ask Allie if she (and the rest of her car) would want to stay Friday night at Fayanne's so they don't have to drive so early on Saturday.
-Come home during 9th to get my car
-Email Fayanne with what's going on for Friday
-Hopefully receive an email about her calling the woman in charge of summer camp to get me a job (I tried calling the Park District and they said all the positions were filled. Fayanne will hopefully be able to pull some strings.)
-Go back to school for AWARE
-Come home from AWARE (no later than 5:10) and change clothes to something a bit nicer for Theatre Night
-Get to school by 5:30 to help set up. Yay for being a Senior Teacher next year, we get to help set stuff up early.
-Theatre Night!!!
-Go out afterwards??? I hope so. People are always so finicky about it being a school night, but dammit! Live your lives!!

So yes. Busy day ahead. Need rest and no homework.
  • Current Music
    If You Could Only See - Tonic