April 29th, 2002

Alanis - Unsexy

This is the only kind of love as I understand it that there really is

Blah.

Wait, scratch that.

Fucking major blah!

This has been my day. Shitty.

It starts with me doing math homework during my free period before school. It sucked. I realized that I don't understand any of it and that the AP exam is a week from tomorrow. Shit shit shit.

Then I talk to Amanda. It seems the "quiz" we had scheduled for today somehow became a test. And I haven't been in class for the past two days. Major fuck.

Second period English. I love English. I did not want to be there. I was weepy. Very weepy today. I had to fight off tears about 4 times during that class alone. It sucked, because I'm supposed to like English. Bah.

Gym. The fucking pacer today, and since I wasn't in class for the past two days, I was not warned. Supposedly we are being graded by how well we do on these stupid fitness tests. Like 64 pacer laps equals an A. AHAHAHAHAHAHA! I failed when I dropped out at 20. I fucking hate that.

Theatre. Carl was gone, and for whatever reason, that means that the class is allowed to be annoying, immature, and cruel. People were just being not nice. Hell, even I wasn't being my usual quiet self because Zach and I were talking all period (though never at really inappropriate times).

French. We had a quiz, on things that I hadn't been in class for for two days (hmm...seeing a trend?????) I honestly don't know how I did. Anywhere from failing to a B, I'm sure. Bah, it wasn't good. And I was fucking pissed at this point. Still a bit weepy, but more bite-your-head-off-ish.

Calculus. Matt and Liz, who were also not in class for the last two days, didn't take the test. I felt bad for not talking to him before hand, so I didn't say a word. He just handed out the tests and I took it. I sort of knew what I was doing, but I'm honestly not sure. I could have failed. I probably failed. I asked Amanda what she got on the last two problems (two that I didn't understand and that the class reviewed...wanna take a guess?...the past two days). She had something completely different from me. Those were worth 10 points each. I think the highest grade I could possibly get is a 40/60. Unless it was out of 80, in which case I might be able to get a 60. Either way, I'm in the C - D range.

According to Amanda, I'm too damn nice and should have told him I wasn't taking it. Allie mentioned something about honesty to which I responded "Yeah, but honesty isn't going to get me into college." Dammit.

Needless to say, I was not in a good mood, and Zoe and I took the 9th period bus home. So I'm here. And completely bitchy today.

And the AP exam is in a week. And I have 3 english essays to write this weekend. And I'm missing school next Monday for my AP Study Day. And half the day on Tuesday for the exam. And everything is throwing itself at me right now, and I'm completely screwed. Fuck it all.
  • Current Music
    You Owe Me Nothing - Alanis Morissette
...dreamers

It just gets better with each day (baby someday) I always wanted to tell you, but I was so afraid

*giggles*

It's amazing how sparkly dancing boys can make everything better.

And what's better than watching the PopOdyssey DVD with Cici?

Coming home to developed Celebrity Tour pictures! That mommy paid for! And made DOUBLES!!

Double your pleasure, double your fun...

And!! While at Cici's, I made Joey icons, because well...I'm having major Joey issues, so I figure I'll just let them run their course and have fun.

Joey issues: *run rampant*
Gail: Hee hee!
Joey: *is happy!*
Gail: *is happy!*

Whee!!!

And now we dance! Actually, we do Calculus homework. Blar.
  • Current Music
    Two of Us is stuck in my head. I'm not complaining
...dreamers

For a girl of my age, why am I so numb?

Bwahahaha!

I have three Joey icons. How wrong is that? And no JC!

The tables are turning, my friends.

The one on this entry is what I'm calling "pretty", because honestly, the boy looks pretty here. Maybe even beautiful. Slight smile and...just...*Gail melts into a pile of goo*

My other new one, I like to call "happy red!". Because he's happy!! And...red...?



Okay. Now I should really at least shower if I'm not going to finish my math homework...(or start it...)
  • Current Music
    Fool's Gold - Bree Sharp, in my head