March 27th, 2002

...dreamers

Oh man I said I'm under the gun 'round here, I can't see nothing, nothing 'round here

Another fascinating evening at the humble Gail abode. After Evita, I played Sims. I keep creating new people. I'm running out of lots to put houses on.

But yes. That's me in a nutshell. Boring beyond belief.

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    'Round Here, Love and Addiction - Counting Crows
...dreamers

I just remember that time at the market, snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart

I'm up. Daddy's home from work today, but he's at a funeral right now. Don't know when he'll be home. Considering going out to get lunch, then realized I'm broke and will thus be staying home.

Ci - I'm free Friday. I'm free everyday. I have no life, I'm just grasping to the remainder of my Spring Break. Any good movies out? Ya know...other than Lord of the Rings? *smiles* I love you, big sis'er.

I just had a really weird urge to watch Run Lola, Run. And I would go rent it, but I have no money. But I have Evita and On the Line on DVD, so I guess that makes up for it??

Whatever. I need food. Be back later, I'm sure.
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    Comfortable - John Mayer
...dreamers

I'm writing just to reach you, but I might never reach you, I only want to teach you

Dammit. I have no pants. All dirty. Mommy not here to do laundry. I knew this would happen. I have plenty of clean shirts and stuff, and I never bothered to check pants yesterday when I thought "Hmm, I could do so laundry. Nah, I have enough clothes."

Stupid Gail.

But!!!! I have a life!! I have friends!!! Whee!!

We are meeting at the park at 2, I guess to hang out and play frisbee or something. Apparently it's nice out. I wouldn't know. I'm a hermit. *grins* I like it too.

Must shower and find an alternative for pants...hmmm...

[Note: This is my fifth entry today...and Cici wonders why I have 350 posts more than her. Silly sister...(and yes, originally I wrote "silly kitty". AHAHA! I'm so easily amused.]
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    Writing Just to Reach You - Travis
Alanis - Unsexy

Are you inhibited in bed more than three times a week...

Out of all the lines in the song, that one gets stuck in my head. Oh well.

So, yay for having a life. Frisbee was fun, but it was colder than expected, so afterwards we went to Zoe's to watch Dogma. So good. I love Kevin Smith. I really should get Clerks on DVD. It's the only one I don't have...oh, and Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, which I haven't even seen. Travesty!

I'm going to be going over to Ci's tonight (what's new there?), and tomorrow I might be going with Candace down to Elliott's. I haven't visited him since he moved and he keeps saying that I don't love him because I never talk to him. And I figure, while I'm on Spring Break and have time on my hands...why not.

So yay for having a life.
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    21 Things I Want in a Lover (in head) - Alanis
...dreamers

I wanna be where I've never been before. I wanna be there and then I'd understand

*grumbles* I missed West Wing. I was actually home (or at least at a home) where I could watch it, and I forgot. Last Wednesday, I had a chorus concert. Before that, there was the musical. *grumbles again*

*grumbles yet again* I'm doing laundry. I don't usually mind it...as long as it's my own. It's like dishes. I don't mind doing dishes if they are mine. I made the mess, I need to clean it up to use them again. So I'm not overly angry...I just have to remember to switch loads in a half hour. Plus it will probably unbalance because it's really full and I think there are 4 pairs of jeans in there. Eep.

Hmm...wonder what I should do while I wait.
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    Precious Illusions - Alanis
...dreamers

I never knew nothing 'bout lonely, I learned that from you

Hmph.

I'm in a really weird mood. Not crazy, silly weird...but like strange, mellow, creepy sort of weird.

Like I'm cold, so I put on a sweatshirt, and now I'm boiling. And I'm tired. Like ready for bed tired. And it's 10:30.

Maybe it has something to do with getting actual fresh air and exercise today, but I dunno. Bah.

And I have to stay up at least another 20 minutes to switch loads of laundry. Eww. Can't leave wet clothes in the washer all night...that would be bad...
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    I Learned That From You - Sara Evans; Leave - MB20
...dreamers

Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this, here we go now one more time

Because I need another post today. I apologize for my excessiveness. But I like this song a lot.

Family Portrait - Pink
Mama please stop cryin'
I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful and it's
Tearing me down

I hear glasses breaking
As I sit up in my bed
I told God you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said
You fight about money
About me and my brother
And this I come home to
This is my shelter

It ain't easy, growin' up in WW3
Never knowin' what love could be
You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it has done my family

Can we work it out
Can we be a family
I promise I'll be better
Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out
Can we be a family
I promise I'll be better
Daddy please don't leave

Daddy please stop yelling
I can't stand the sound
Make mama stop cryin'
'Cause I need you around
My mama she loves you
No matter what she says is true
I know that she hurts you
But remember I love you too!

I ran away today, ran from the noise
Ran away (ran away)
Don't wanna go back to that place
But don't have no choice, no way

It ain't easy, growin' up in WW3
Never knowin' what love could be
But I've seen, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it has done my family

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, let's act like it
Comes naturally
I don't wanna have to split the holidays I don't want two addresses
I don't want a stepbrother anyway
And I don't want my mom to have to change her last name!

Mama'll be nicer
I'll be so much better
I'll tell my brother
I won't spill the milk at dinner
I'll be so much better
I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night

Daddy don't leave... daddy don't leave



Spring Break is half over. Mama comes home Saturday. Easter is on Sunday. *sigh* Could this night get any better? Can I change loads of laundry yet??
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