January 26th, 2002


The pounding in my head gives a rhythm to my typing

I'm bored. And I should be working on finals stuff. But my head really hurts. And I already took cold tablets...so I probably shouldn't be taking headache stuff. Basically, I just want to go back to sleep.

Which I might do. Take a little nap.


So I just downloaded the Saved By the Bell theme, thanks to Rachael. And a bunch of Me First and the Gimmie Gimmies, because punk pop is amazing. *laughs*

And I downloaded some Stretch Princess a while back and just got around to adding it to my playlist. Like it a lot. I'm listening to "Nice Thing". Very good song. Sort of reminds me of Bree Sharp...whom I adore, so yay.

Definitely should be studying for finals and doing all my prep stuff. But I really don't want to. Not with my head hurting. Maybe I will nap...

Cici is over and in a very good mood. Yay. We were just making fun of the country version of TRL on CMT. The host is a hottie...potentially better the Carson. Carson is more of a cutie anyhow.

I'm being boring again. I'll go. Bye bye.

Note to self: Stop Mommy from trying to do things (like rearranging furniture that is too big for her to move herself) that will make Daddy angry. *sighs* She just pushes him to the limit and wonders why he can be an ass.
  • Current Music
    Dizzy - Tabitha's Secret


That's about how I feel right now.

I took a nap, about an hour and 15 minutes. My head feels better, but now I have that all over groggy blah feeling. Once that goes away, I will be glad I slept. But I want to sleep more. Stupid body knows that sleep is good for sick people. But what's good for me is studying.

I am still on my Counting Crows kick...this song is amazing.
  • Current Music
    Perfect Blue Buildings - Counting Crows

So much to say...

I took another nap. That makes about 8 hours of sleep last night, and about 2 and a half with my two naps. And I just got out of the shower and got dressed. I hadn't done that all day.

I still don't feel well, but I told mommy I felt better because tonight is Lindsay's last night before she goes back to college tomorrow. Michigan has a really early spring break. And she gets out for summer in April.

I was woken up by a phone call from Bridgette asking if I wanted to go out (to a movie, then maybe hanging out somewhere). And she was also concerned about me. Apparently Candace and Caitlin think I never go out with them anymore, and that it's either with my sister or Allie when I do. Um...no. And if I've been disconnected from them it's because Caitlin's a bitch and Candace has been getting on my nerves thanks to Caitlin. (I still haven't explained that situation, but maybe I will later).

I'm thinking my being sick is not going to help their concern for me.

I don't even know what I'm sick with. My stomach hurts sometimes, but not too often. My throat really hurts, and my headache never goes away. I've been really tired all day. I told mommy it was probably just all the stress and abuse my body has been under catching up with me. I hope that's all it is. But I'm not so sure.

And I've tried taking every drug in this house. Advil, Aleve, Excedrin, Corecidin D (or however you spell that). I'm trying the Aleve again.

If I continue to not feel good, I hope I will have the sense to come home early. I just feel bad that it's Lindsay's last night and I didn't get to see her at all. I'm just not in a very social mood. I hope I don't ruin the night for anyone else.
  • Current Music
    Yellow - Coldplay

A little bit of happy....

New Bree Sharp. Yay.

Well, not new, but new to me. "Don't Think Twice"

Pretty, and slow. And I adore Bree Sharp. I think I need to order the CD from Amazon.com. I just wish I had a credit card so that I could.
  • Current Music
    I love Bree Sharp. That is all.


I love my friends. I swear, I do.

But somehow, in the hustle and bustle of planning, apparently I got missed for a phone call.

I know we were seeing a movie. And I know it was either one of two films. And I know we could be going to either one of three theatres. And I know that no one is answering their goddamned cell phones which means they are probably already in the theatre.

And I know that this upsets me. And I know that it shouldn't. And I know that I am crying right now and want to go back to bed, and wish I had never woken up in the first place to take Bridgette's call.

And I know that I'm acting like a fucking baby, but DAMMIT! I am not in the mood for this shit.

[EDIT: (10:11 PM) Just got a call from Goldy. Apparently we were meeting at Showplace at 10:10. And I didn't get called. I told them if they did anything afterwards to call me and I'd join them. All I can say is thank god that I'm sick and sound like crap otherwise they would have known I was crying.]
  • Current Music
    No Such Thing - John Mayer (in head)