October 5th, 2001


I sit here thinking...

...mostly of what I shall do now. I could go to bed. It is late, and I do have to be up in well under 6 hours. However, I should also study for my History test tomorrow. I think I know a lot, but it's not nearly enough. I've got the basic points to where I could explain them to others, and I could probably have an informal debate with someone over whether the Revolution was a reasonable reaction to Britain's actions after 1763. However, the general knowledge that I possess will not help me in the slightest with the multiple choice section. Multiple choice is easy right? Ha! Not for me. I'm so much better at essays that being given the answer. Hmmm...perhaps that's why I hate math and science so much. Definite answers. No give for creativity.

Anyway, it's basically down to being healthy or not. Being studious or not. Biological needs versus my conscience. I don't know.

I wrote a kick-ass journal entry for english. It was basically a response to my feelings over the past week, so I had a lot to say. Honestly, my prompt that I chose was on this quote"
"Only today matters. The past? Who cares. If you don't like where you are, literally or metaphorically, well, pick up stakes and move. There's plenty of land out there. Change your address, change your name, change your history. Who you were, or what you did yesterday, doesn't matter."
This is *exactly* what I've been saying. I don't want to be here. What I wouldn't give to just get up and go right now. Change my name, location, future. Start over. I'm too young to feel like I should be starting over, and I think that's the scariest part of it all.

I really have to get some sleep, and maybe I'll study a bit too. I don't know yet. Spontaneity is a wonderful thing.
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Good night.

Didn't do homework. Stayed up anyway. Stupid me.

Bed time. Good night. That's it. Bu-bye now!
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Happy Apple Day.

Why apple day, you ask (and if you didn't, well then you are just so much cooler than the rest of us, right?)?

Anyway, it's apple day, because today's US History treat was Taffy Apples (Friday's are Mr. Heerman-brings-us-good-treats-like-donuts-and-bagels-day). It's awesome.

Then, in theatre, we each got an apple that we had to observe with our five senses, then try and recreate those using sense memory without the apple and with eyes closed. It was really cool, and we got to eat the apples after.

So yes, two apples in one day. I usually have one every other month. It's amazing, trust me.

Trying to decide if I should start homework now. Ya know, get the really easy stuff over and done with now, so I don't have to worry about it later. It would be the smart thing to do. Then again, I'm not always the most intelligent chica.

I'm tired.

I think Ci might be coming over tonight. Mommy mentioned that she would be. I dunno though. I'm holding off on dinner because of her (though I was snacking on chips about 20 minutes ago...oops).

School was okay. It was a Friday, so of course, I couldn't wait to high-tail my ass out of there. Rehearsal was good. Got Kit-Kats from Carl. Presents for being Assistant Director. Yum. Okay, so I've eaten two apples and a Kit-Kat bar, and some chips. Healthy. *shrugs* Oh well.

Yay...so people have recently been talking about West Wing meets Puppies. So much happiness. Two of my all time favorite things ever. Sam and JC would totally be going at it. Maybe Lance and Josh. Joey's all over Donna, CJ, and Ainsley. Toby and Leo seem to old for a slasher relationship, but they get along well with Justin and Chris, who just get it on with each other, so it's all good. Hee hee....puppies and the West Wing. Fantastic.

Gonna go now. Gotta....do....something.......I guess. Ta ta people!
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Good video....

"Stuck in a Moment" by U2 is a really good song, and I like the video for it too. Bono is awesome.

"You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it.
Don't say that later will be better
Now your stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it."

Also, Once and Again is a terrific show. Shane West (Eli) is extraordinarily hot. Yummy....
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