August 29th, 2001

...dreamers

*Sigh*

I really have to stop listening to Distance before bed. It makes me all sad and lonely, and sappy. Oh well, it's just so fantastic.

But, yes. Bedtime. Goodnight everyone.
  • Current Music
    Distance - Evan and Jaron
...dreamers

Does the childish game of nerves never end?

Could barely sleep last night. Woke up before my alarm. My stomach is in a knot. I'm not drinking Frappuccino today, because I'm wound enough as it is.

School isn't even starting for a week! What the hell? Booksale today? That's not stressful.

Fall play meeting. That does it. With STUNTS, I am with friends, Nikki and JC. And Eric is the sponsor for it. Also, I am the second highest position in the hierarchy. Fall play, I'm Assistant Direction. Not sure where that comes in the hierarchy. Also, no friends. Carl is director, and I like Carl. I've known Carl for the last two years, but it's not like I'm 'friends' with Carl. And I know the entire cast. I just don't know them well. Blah, stupid nerves. This is supposed to be fun. And I'm sure I'm making more of it than I should be. Yuck.

Need to finish getting ready. I'm picking up Carly for the booksale in a half an hour.
  • Current Music
    Distance (in head)
...dreamers

Oops...

Read someone's journal who mentioned "U Drive Me Crazy", which of course made me think of the video on the NSYNC N the Mix DVD. This, made me come to realize that I still have my sister's copies of this and the Making the Tour. Ha ha ha! They are mine now!!

I promise to give them back after I watch them. Well, I'll be taping the "Drive Myself Crazy" and "U Drive Me Crazy" videos, watching Making the Tour, then giving them back. Don't worry Ci, if you get the urge to watch puppies, you still have Live at Madison Square Garden.
  • Current Music
    U Drive Me Crazy (in head)
...dreamers

I'm finally home!!!

First order of business...bathroom. I haven't gone to the bathroom since before my shower at 9 this morning. Second order of business...drink a bottle of water really fast. I have the biggest headache ever, and I'm pretty sure it's from dehydration. I haven't drunken anything since a can of Pepsi with dinner last night. So unhealthy.

Candace was a sweety and went to go get me lunch between the booksale and my meeting, while I was decorated my locker. Got a half Turkey with cheese sub from Tony's. Really good. Also ordered a large (and they have *large* beverages) Sprite. What I got was a large carbonated water. Eww. So, needless to say, I didn't drink it. But I did get a chance to eat. My thoughts as I left the house at 10 to 10 this morning "Hmm, I'm not going to be back home until 3:30. I won't have time to go get lunch. I didn't eat breakfast. I'm already feeling hungry. This could be bad." But my savior Candace got me food. Zoe actually offered to pick me up something also. Lots of love for both of them.

Lots of pictures up in my locker. Happiness. Also, a dry erase board, a deck of cards, and a Hello Kitty guardian angel figurine. All my books and supplies are there. *sigh* Check.

God does my head hurt. and I've been so tired. I just want to nap. But I feel like I shouldn't. I'm sure there are more productive things to be doing. There must be some way I should be preparing for the wedding.

The meeting was...long. Very long. Very very long. We read through the script, and discussed some of the scenes and wrote down things (mostly cultural) that we didn't understand. Tomorrow, we will be researching it all on computers and writing out the "director's note". There's one in every program for the shows to tell of the setting and events surrounding the play.

I felt...well...like Heidi does in her Act Two, Scene Three monologue (brilliant monologue...when I find it, I will link/post it). I forget exactly what she says, so I won't try to quote it, but I definitely felt distance. But it's not like everybody was friends with everybody else. Some people were friends with each other. Some were just sort of acquaintances. We were all basically in the same boat.

Head really hurts. Maybe I'll see what my sister's doing. I'm free for the rest of today, I think. Tomorrow morning, I'm taking care of my nephew Michael. Then I have our second fall play meeting. 4 hours and fifteen minutes. I'm gonna die. Today was hard enough. You'd think it'd be easy to just sit there and listen to the play, but oh my god, it was hard. And I was tired. At least we decided to sit outside. If I was in the Studio all that times, I would have gone mad. (The studio theatre is as most are. A black box. Ah.)

Gonna check mail, and friend's journals. Then maybe eat something. It's been over 4 hours since ma petite lunch. I hungry.
  • Current Music
    Nothing
...dreamers

Ooooo...big trucks...

There's construction on the street I live on. A lot. For the last four months. Will continue for another 2 months. It sucks a lot. We don't even have access to our driveway. I've had to park on side streets. Yuck.

Anyways, I'm in my room and I can *feel* the trucks going by. Big whoop, right? I live in the basement. My walls and floor are cement foundation. I can feel the trucks from underground through the cement. It's so cool.
  • Current Music
    Somewhere, Someday - NSYNC
...dreamers

In other news...

I have lost my sister. Not actually lost, just can't find. If I wanted to find her bad enough, I could call her cell. But I feel bad, cus I'm just bored and want someone to hang out with.

Damn.
  • Current Music
    Somewhere, Someday - NSYNC (for the 2nd time in a row)
...dreamers

Whoa!

I had 17 posts yesterday. Geez, that's a record for me. And today, there have already been 7 (this is number 8).

It sucks a lot....my day goes from *intensely busy for 6 hours straigh* to *you couldn't be more dull if you were sitting in the middle of an abandoned parking lot*. Yuck.
  • Current Music
    It's Been a While - Staind
...dreamers

Call me crazy but...

I think I like the video of "U Drive Me Crazy" more than any of the others. Bye Bye Bye is cool, and so is It's Gonna Be Me. Pop had the best Making the Video, but I really enjoy UDMC. Especially the parts in the car and in the room with Justin and his mystery bowl of liquid. If it's not the best overall, it's definitely my favorite Justin video. Hmmm...

Justin - U Drive Me Crazy
Lance - I Drive Myself Crazy
JC - Pop (he had good hair here)
Joey - I Drive Myself Crazy (his eyes were intense)
Chris - hmmm, I'm gonna go with Bye Bye Bye

Okay, that's it...for now.
  • Current Music
    U Drive Me Crazy (in head)
...dreamers

Big-Girl Bed!!!

I now have an official big-girl bed!! Well, it's full-sized. Bigger than my old twin. Yippy!!

Also:
me: could do that....mommy might be going to target to get me two new pillows...how coo?
me: (and i left off the "L" intentionally)
me: L...el...elevated train...lance
cici: fun! new pillows are always exciting.
me: hee hee
cici: funny how the mind always works around to them! I had that happen earlier and I don't remember why
me: the mind works in mysterious ways
  • Current Music
    Back Here - BBMak
...dreamers

My Evening...Yay!

Started with me going to Best Buy. I still had the Gift Card, cus they never have the CD or DVD I want. Blah. Anyways, I am now the proud new owner of Britney Spears: Live and More!. I've decided that I like Britney a lot. She's always so cute, and she has the best hair (except for the Oops! vid. Bad choice.)

Went to Target to buy two pillows. Bought two pillows. Happiness. I've decided that I really like to acknowledge the security people who stand by the door. At Best Buy, there's this one guy who works there, that I adore. Obviously, his job is to greet, and make sure no one steals stuff, but he's always so nice. So I always smile and answer the "how ya doing?" with a "great!" And on the way out, when he says "have a nice day", I respond with a "you too." So many people don't even make eye contact with these workers. Especially at Target, I noticed. I made it a point, as I walked in tonight to make eye contact and smile at the guy. He looked like such a sweet old man. And I felt so good, since the people walking in ahead of me totally snubbed him.

After Target, I went to Ci's apartment. We had dinner, then watched the new Britney DVD. It was entertaining. No NSYNC, but then again, there are 5 of them to be funny at any given time. Only one of her. Wonder if that makes her lonely? She seems to be pretty good friends with her dancers though.

Basically just came home after that. It was about 10:30, and I have curfew. Yuck. 68 days....*sigh*

My nephew went to see Aaron Carter tonight. I'm discussing it with my sister, about how her ex could only take 4 rolls of film because he was sitting next to some Jive exec. [He usually takes a bunch of pictures with a telescopic lens and sells sets of prints on e-Bay.] We were laughing at him.
cicigreenwood: so he only got four rolls of pictures. Not that he will be able to sell them... i doubt there is a big audience for Aaron yet.
Windy115: not on e-bay
Windy115: they are all kids
cicigreenwood: years from now he can sell them to magazines as the "early years"
Windy115: more like the "before he turned to drugs and alcohol and ended up on the streets, living out of sewers and trash cans"
Windy115: that was mean
Windy115: I apologize for *this* much of it
cicigreenwood: VH1's where are they now?
Windy115: the rest can stay
Windy115: exactly!!

Ah, yes. I can see the headlines now "Aaron Carter live on streets due to heroin addiction". Evil, yes, but all too often, true.

Hmm...what else? My bed looks *huge*. It's so weird. I can't wait to sleep in it. It's so big. I hate twin size. I need space. I get claustrophobic easily. [Oh my god...claustro= closet= small, confined space. I love connections like that. Word origins and etymology, yay.]

Kitty really wants to get into my dresser (she likes sleeping in there), but the drawer is wobbly, so when she jumps into it, it moves and she gets freaked out and runs away. It's so sad.

Look! This is my sister's cat Tigger (last Christmas, when he was just a kitten).


I like cute kitties. They make me happy. [Edit Note: I don't know why my pics haven't been working lately. *shrugs* Everything seems to be in order. You can also go here to see Tigger. He's a cutie.

Well...it's almost bed time. I have to be up at 8 to get ready. At 9, I'm taking Mikey and we are doing ???? (haven't decided yet). At noon, I have my second fall play meeting, so it has to be something under 3 hours. [Ew, 4 hours and 15 minutes in a meeting. Then 15 break before another 45 minutes Freshman Info meeting. 3 hour STUNTS Meeting on Friday. So much time spent sitting. Blah.]

Yeah, bed. Night!!


::Brit Music::
*Oops!...I Did It Again
*Material Girl (cover)
*Pepsi Commercial
*Lucky
*Stronger

::Other Music (I only have those 5 as mp3s)::
*If I Had $1000000 - Barenaked Ladies
*Falling - NSYNC
*Magic Carpet Ride - Fat Boy Slim
*You & I & I - Matchbox 20
*High - Tabitha's Secret
  • Current Music
    I like new icons-they are fun-wish I had a good editing prog