We all have bad days We all get depressed sometimes (usually around 3am) There are a lot of talented writers out there (even when it's not in form of slash. :o) NSYNC is a strange type of addiction that no one can logically explain The fake NSYNCer journals are a huge involved soap opera (in case you haven't heard, Brit's pregnant> We all are having a hard time dealing with the severe lack of pretty dancing boys when the tour ends in about a week I really have to "clean out" some of my mp3s, cus I find myself skipping past a lot more than I used to Even though I'm feeling relatively good and happy, I'm in the mood to read some really deep, pensive or depressing pieces For some reason, I'm in the mood to watch Trainspotting (too much talk of drugs going on, I think) I really want to see the sneak preview of Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back tonight I still want to see American Pie 2, but no one will see it with me I really adore Rob Thomas because most of his lyrics (especially from his Tabitha's Secret days) are poetry set to a melody Slash is the best waste of time I have ever found on the internet (and a lot cheaper than an e-bay addiction) I really want to comment on people's serious journal entries, but it feels wrong when I have nothing important to contribute other than "That was really good" or "You are an amazing writer" I feel condescending sometimes in responses, either because I'm younger than the people I'm talking to, or because I (occasionally) act really mature for my age
That's about it for now....
Journal is a proper noun in my mind I like chewing gum in the shower The last swig of a Carmel Starbuck's Frappuccino is really gross I hate hair appointments, but at 12:30 today my inch and a half of roots will become blond again
People say my highlights look natural Talking about roots and hair dye should not make me think of Joey and Lance Whenever my mother talks to me, I growl inside my head like Ling on Ally McBeal I love giant hair claws I really want a date to my sister's wedding but am to chicken to ask the person that everyone says I should My response card for my sister's wedding was due last Tuesday I still haven't sent in the payment for my speeding ticket (It's due on the 28th) I love e-mail as a medium in which to interact with people I hate e-mail forwards I still haven't made myself an eye doctor appointment My glasses are still broken If you were to record the thoughts in my head and put them down on paper, it would be one giant monologue My cat is so fat then when she tries to clean herself, she falls over My cat is really cute I've never had a kitten (both of the cats I've owned were grown before I was born/received them) When I woke up this morning, I tried to figure out if I had enough time to drive to Pittsburgh (I didn't) I want my own website, but gailmarie.com was taking (as was .net and .org) I want a digital camera because they have better zooms, you don't have to reload film every 26 pictures, and they will be a lot easier to put onto my website (when I get one) I really like the entertainment medium, but wouldn't know how to get into it for a career When my mother asked if I had been thinking about colleges, I lied and said "no" to avoid the subject (because she wants me to go to a state school) I don't think money should ever hinder someone from doing what they want My 7th grade Social Studies teacher was really hot I wanna be in love... I'm a morning person no matter how much I wish I wasn't My mind wanders before my fingers do, so when I type, I occasionally leave out words or full phrases I really like the song Whatever I Fear by Toad the Wet Sprocket Everyone wishes they had someone else's mother, but if you ever had them, you'd realize the grass is always greener on the other side I'm in a very insightful mood I'm thankful to have Journal as a media that I can put down my insightful thoughts and know they won't be wasted by being written in a notebook and shoved in a desk drawer. They will be read. I hate phone, but I love having conversations with people The internet and AIM and MSN Messenger and stuff are good ways to communicate thoughts and feelings without fearing direct confrontation I can point out the exact spot in No Strings Attached where the song would stop in the concert for the fireworks to go off I really have to buy a car adapter for my new CD player because I've already gone through 3 sets (6) batteries in the 12 days I've had it My mother's going shopping today. I hope she's still planning on taking me with her tomorrow. I need new clothes My mother only asked me my plans for today so that she would know if I could babysit Zoe while she went shopping I don't think I'm going to come straight home after my hair appointment. Cats are the best animals to have as pets because they are easy to take care of and aren't too clingy Matchbox Twenty will always be my favorite band because of the feeling I get whenever one of their songs comes on I'm writing a lot, and hoping that people will take the time to read all of it and laugh/relate to it It's raining outside, and that makes me happy Rob Thomas puts a lot of feeling into his singing (download the "Can't Always Get What You Want" cover or "Loss and Strain and Butterflies" to see what I mean) I find myself being attracted to older men I can't sleep sometimes but I've been told, it's a lonely condition called growing old, let me stumble sometimes I get addicted to gum and really shouldn't chew it (I'm a chain-chewer. When one piece loses flavor, I replace it with another. I also chew for hours on end) I will probably end up buying the Josie and the Pussycats DVD today without even seeing it first. I think I will like it, no matter how bad it is. "We named the dog Indiana" I really shouldn't be trying to keep a plant alive in a room with no natural air or sunlight (my poor little African Violet) I'm extremely weird, and I really don't mind if people know it I've gotten more self confident since junior high (When in Wal-greens last Wednesday, my friends and I were talking about being bi-sexual (though none of us are currently) and me taking Caitlin to the wedding in front of these two assholes that I would have been embarrassed to do so in jr. high. Now, I could give a rat's ass what they think of me, because I'm a lot more secure.) Censorship is the worst thing you could do to yourself I wish I spent more time with my niece and less time at my computer
I have about 5 minutes before I have to go to my hair appointment...I might add to this list later.
I left the house today without make-up, and never gave it a second thought I can't write while I drive (hee hee, oops) Stop lights are useful for changing CDs I can predict when a light will turn yellow The best way to find what you are shopping for is to not bring the money to buy it My hairstylist chick can't use hair claws I hate blow drying my hair (or having others do it for me) I love (flaming) openly gay men [Side story: Scott, who owns the hair place I go to was talking about shoes and said "I was going to wear my strappy black sandals..." That made me laugh. Guys talking about "strappy black sandals"] I currently hate my hair color (but it will grow on me in the next couple days It's insanely expensive to dye hair ($85 - and it's only highlights!) It takes over an hour to foil my hair, and about a half hour to blow dry it I'm really happy with my teachers next year (got my schedule today) But my locker is the worst place ever (ewww, end of Q-hall, right by the bus lobby)
That's enough for now...I feel that my pensive state of mind is fleeting.