Christmas Tree: 15/50 Snowman: 0/50 Santa Claus: 20/50 Reindeer: 15/50 Mistletoe: 10/50 Star: 10/50

Take the What in Christmas Are You? test by webkin and aaronr!Beloved</u> and do a page essay. I also have 4 Physics assignments from the week.

I have decided that if it weren't for homework, I would be happy all the time. This morning (well, 11-ish when I woke up), I was sitting in my living room with my parents and watching an American History for Kids game show thing, on the History channel, and I was completely content. I could have stayed there for hours. Then are started thinking about homework and it was honestly instant depression. To the point that I wanted to start crying. And had my parents not been there, I would have. Even now thinking about it, my stress level just sky rocketed and I have the unshakable feeling of dread in my stomach.

Just 5 more days....come on, Gail. You can deal with 5 days. That's nothing...

But I haven't done any Christmas shopping. Zip. Zero. Zilch. And I won't be able to this week, I have school, then Musical rehearsal, and homework. And a Chorus concert on Wednesday night. Saturday the 22nd will be my power shopping day. I'll need to get money from Mommy. I hate not having an income. I feel like such an independent....oh well, tax break for mama.

I have to go before I give myself an aneurysm in my back...I'm definitely tense now. Dammit, why do I do this to myself? Blah.

But I love Christmas *small smile?*